wow things have been so different lately. surrounded by people who are so indifferent scares me sometimes, without a care of their consequences especially for some young man, thinking so logical and practical, that seems unhuman at times. I guess I try to change the page by standing up to myself and voicing my opinion, being strong willed, having a lot of self respect, respecting others and never taking anything or anyone for granted, keeping myself neatly groomed, my surroundings clean and being responsible for any actions I have caused negative or positive. But in today's day and age I wonder everything is instant gratification for teenage minds it gives me a worry about future generations me myself being 17 I wonder about my future.